Shin here! Welcome to my fangirl world, my blog! yay! *throw confetti* Wish you have fun here, while read all my stupid babbling about my stupid fangirling things LOL! You can leave a comment if you want to, hahahaha.
Enjoy~
-Shin
NOTE: this is fangirling blog… if you want to read something ‘normal’ please..leave this blog as soon as possible! LOL
I know about YOU, YOU who don’t understand about fangirl/boy life thought.. I know better~~, so it’s better to leave me alone with my fangirling thing. OK? KBYE~~~ syalalalalala :p
After took a quite long hiatus (?), well.. a year and half? Pfft, I’m back with my fangirling mode on!!
Okay, for past a year, there were a lot of things happened in my life!!
Kinda busy, and forgot about my fangirl life so.. I need to catch up with Shin news and stories…. huhuhu…
Tbvh, I knew Shinhwa would comeback this year but… because I lived in village last January ’till March, I couldn’t watched the new MV, comeback vids, and of course..listening the album as well… sobs..
But… now… It’s the time!!!
And.. Gosh! Sniper is sooo jjaaangg!!!
DONGWAN SLAYED ME!!
OH SHOOT!!!!
Deng ajusshi………..
Okay, am sorry Pilkyo-ssi, but Dongwan lately got my heart.. Especially with his new song! Du Du Du!!!
Good God! He’s so adorable and really love the song~~ Ughhhh
Once again, with this song.. Dongwan proofs himself as number one Pilkyo’s fanboy! He released the song on Hyesung’s bday! Duuhh! It’s too much Dongwan-ssi~~
His love for Hyesung is unconditionally~ LOL
Tbh, I watched again Shinbang and kinda miss it, sobs.. I also watch old stuffs like Win-Win, Radio Star, and more..and.. somehow, I feel like I was born again.. LOL. I mean.. Some information which I know before, I forgot it… Kinda sad, but well.. because there were a lot of things happened and changed my life.. hahahaha.
But, it’s okay tho..
I became their fangirl again, and found some of my twitter friends had change alot! I feel like we were stranger.. sobs
Nah… no need to cry, life must go on LOL
Btw, I was kinda shock when I realized Oppars age are nearly 40! LOLOLOL! I have college friend who born a year earlier than Shinhwa, and I find it amusing! LOL
Well, well..
Shinhwa will have comeback next year!
And Shin Hyesung’s solo album! Ughhyaaaa! Can’t wait!!
It has been 3 years with Shinhwa
And Shinhwa keeps moving forward like a comet for 18 years! Amazing!!
Until I can watch your concert (LOL), please be healthy and happy!!
Dongwan dan Hyesung saat ini sedang duduk di dalam ruang ganti yang tentu saja sudah dikunci rapat agar makhluk alien (baca: Eric) tidak masuk secara tiba-tiba. Hampir 10 menit, tetapi Hyesung masih belum membuka suaranya. Dongwan terlihat sudah tidak sabar dan dia terus memandang teman di depannya yang sedang sibuk merapikan bajunya.
“ Hha…. Hyesung-ah, aku lelah…cepat katakan dan kita bisa pulang segera. Aku sudah ngantuk dan besok pagi aku juga harus ke toko bunga…” Dongwan meregangkan badannya seraya menguap lebar.
Hyesung menghela nafas dan mulai berbicara, “ Dongwan-ah… apa yang harus aku lakukan?”
“ Tentang?” Dongwan menjawab acuh dan mengerjapkan matanya beberapa kali
Dongwan sudah cukup kesal dan malas, “ Terus? Kau?”
Hyesung menaikkan wajahnya dan menatap Dongwan, “ Hyunjung mengundangku ke rumahnya, hari minggu ini”
Hening, dan mata Dongwan memebesar, selaras dengan mulutnya yang menganga lebar.
“ Mengundangmu??? Ke rumahnya?? Serius??? Dan itu berhasil kau lakukan hanya dengan sebuah ajakan kencan serta sebuket bunga???!!!” Dongwan berteriak histeris dan Hyesung langsung menutup si mulut besar Dongwan! Continue reading →
It has been 2 month since our first meeting
Yet we didn’t have our second
I’m here and you’re there
We seperate by ocean, yet we live in same sky
Don’t you know the feeling how happy and hurt inside?
With your first hello, but sometimes it seems like a cruel word
Can you see me now?
How miserable my life since you came
Can you give back my life before we met?
I’m happy, trully happy
I’m not lying now.. yes I’m happy
But, why? Why I wanna cry now?
You’re far away… I can’t reach you, I can’t see you
I wanna hear your voice, I wanna call you
But can’t..
Why?
I’m broken.. when I’m falling in love
Can you feel this feeling?
I’m hurt.. so bad that I never understand why
Sometimes you go
Sometimes you come
I never know what should I do with you
I never know what should I do with my heart
Like it toys me, a lot recently
I know you have your own world
I try to understand it
But, why… why I’m hurt?
I’m trying to not expect too much
But sadly, my mind can’t control this powerful feeling
Seems it want to explode soon
And say to you…
It’s scary me.. that much
How can you change my life only by simple chat?
I never know this experience before
I just live with my own life
Yes.. then you came
Suddenly
And.. it was changed
Scary…
You know…
I’m afraid, I will lose you..
Should I say three words? Or maybe I have to look inside my heart?
Although this year you couldn’t make ‘full complete’ for the concert, but…you guys did the best for the fans who came…
Being 16th years in the bizz isn’t easy .. You had through hard ways many times in the past and now.. But still, you keep going strong..claim your place as the Longest Kpop Idol since 1998.
I’m not your longest fans, I’m just newbie one.. Yet you have been teaching me about friendship and loyality..
my fave^^
I adore you so much
I respect you so much
Shinhwa, I wish you’ll going strong in the future… and someday we’ll meet in your next next next next anniversary concert^^
Stay healthy! (and please marry soon, LOL)
“ Apa yang sedang dilakukan oleh Hyesung hyung sekarang?” ucap Junjin
“ Memandang Gomdoriku…” sahut Eric
“ Mengapa dia melakukan hal itu?” Dongwan ikut bertanya
“ Dia menyukai Gomdoriku…” jawab Eric dan berhasil mendapat pukulan cukup keras di kepalanya dari Minwoo dan Andy.
“ Sakiiiittttt~~~” Eric meringgis kesakitan dan mengusap kepalanya.
Saat ini kelima host sedang menatap Shin Hyesung yang sejak 20 menit yang lalu berjongkok di pojok ruangan dekat mini bar dan memandang Gomdori yang sedang tertidur.
“ Kau yakin dia baik-baik saja? 10 menit lagi klien akan mulai berdatangan. Apa sebaiknya kita menyuruh dia pulang saja?” Minwoo terlihat sangat khawatir melihat perilaku Hyesung yang tidak biasanya itu.
“ Apa mungkin karena kejadian hari ini? Pasti terjadi sesuatu..” gumam Andy Continue reading →
Aku menghentikan mobil di parkiran rumah sakit dan mengambil handphone dari saku celanaku. Aku menatap layar handphone ku sebelum menekan tombol bergambar sebuah surat dan aku pun mulai mengetik pelan.
Hyunjung-ssi… aku sudah sampai, aku berada di parkiran sekarang.
Sejenak aku merasa ragu apakah harus mengirimkan pesan ini atau tidak.
“Hyungjung-ssi.. apakah ini terasa begitu formal? Bukankah dia memanggilku oppa?” gumamku pelan dan entah mengapa….aku merasa wajahku memanas! Ugh… aku memang terlalu bodoh hingga merasa malu sendiri dengan pikiranku.
Aku segera menghapus pesan tersebut dan menggantinya.
Hyunjung-ah, aku sudah sampai di rumah sakit^^
Aku kembali berpikir, jika aku mengirimkan pesan seperti ini…bukankah..masih terlalu dini untuk terlihat akrab? Continue reading →
Dearest Shinhwa…
A Fangirl 